Now , I am just sitting in front of the monitor . When my eyes laid on the papers which related to Malay , I can only feel my hands kept on trembling . My heart beating fast as the rain drops are hitting on the roof . When I hope to get on the roof , it rain . The rain start from afternoon , since I backed from cinema . My sister will leave me very soon and I can not concentrate on my studies . I feared to say " Goodbye " . Although we have been stayed together for a long time , but only because we have stayed for years , so I faced difficulty to wave my hands for her.
Nevertheless, tomorrow will be the first day of my SPM trial , but I still hung out with my sister . I decided it , because she is more important than my trial very much . I afraid our memories will fade away one day and I will feel regret for having so little memories with her . My sister very frightened to be away from this state . My heart bled for her . I hope I can protect my sister and my family till the end of the world . However , I always being too weak to do that . Perhaps I longing but the truth is never be what you longing for long times .
My trial will start from tomorrow , but I still can not prepare my mood . I am still thinking the leaving . I worry what will happen next and what will separate us again for next time . My hands kept on shivering , I am worried . I am weak enough .
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I hope to be strong
and never been destroyed
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