66. What Should I Happy For Today

Suddenly , I realize that there was a long period I did not celebrate Mother's Day —— Inscription

 

Theodore Hesburgh stated that " The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother ." ( not sure is it correct .)

I couldnt remember how long period I used to recover ... Recover ? Maybe " disregard " is more accurate . Yay , as usual , today I finished my day with muay thai . Pain can make a person to forget all the suffers , at least it helped me for many times . 

My friend , Xuan fight with me . He knew that what in my heart actually but I like him so much is because he is never start that topic , never . He knew I am ignoring that all the time . However , today he told me that not to fight with him when I can not concentrate at all . Indeed , he KO me with a very easy way . Yay , hurt . He told me if pain then cried out . So, I did it . Xuan told me it's time to release . He shouldn't say this actually . I gave up to cry anymore start that moment . I told Xuan to have a big fight with me . He agreed and started it immediately . Subsequently , I had been KO again easily . I stand up again and again . He got angry , I knew . It was because his fist made me felt want to faint . He was not willing to care of me except Leong . Leong came and asked me what happened and I said everything is ok .

I went back my house alone . On the way , I keep on thinking what Xuan told me .I failed to do that . Really . As a result , I have not been a winner at all .

What should I happy for today ? Is it just because I am still breathing in this situation?  Sorry , I can not do it at all.

>>>>>>>>>> Postscript <<<<<<<<<<

I KO by you today 

but you are not the first KO me 

in my life